I feel like i can excel in anything i do. i feel like i'm made for greater things than this. i feel like wow. if i give myself to dance or to drama or sports i would be BOOMZ. but what am i doing here man. why am I in this CCA (cos God wanted me too). URGHHHHHHHHHHHH. whyyyyyy. Goddd whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. T_________T
i need to be thin. i need to exercise everyday, i need to be in tip-top condition, i need to look good all the time. i need to be PERFECT.
okay, enough whining.
i need to trust that greater things are yet to come for His kingdom, through me.
i want to whine somemore. but i won't.
quick update: June holidays! ABC's next week, aunty cindy, me and desirae haven't prepared ANYTHING for the kids for 3 days cos des's too busy with her guides camp, and aunty cindy's to busy with CAC and. D: i don't know if i'm still playing the guitar of praise/w.
i haven't done any of my homework! have been slacking this whole week through which i so regret, only now do i realise there are tons of homework waiting to be done.
outreach tmr! sushi party? my gosh i din even know about it lar. and i'm assigned to inviting people and food duties. )))): NICOLE.
