"i thought again how we can't expect to have everybody there for us, all at once. So it's a lucky thing that really, all you need is someone." -Sarah Dessen
Janice, thanks for being that someone. It's a lucky thing that really all you need is someone. Throughout my whole journey in ypm, i have been looking high and low for a group of friends, what i thought i needed. People who are cool and popular. But i was dumb and immature, and ended up in a MESS. In a complete MESS! But God is good, and He cares for me! When finally, i was brought to light(by felicia), i realise that i don't even need all that crap. So worldly, so ungodly, such rubbish. All i need is God. Jesus, my provider. He has given me more than enough.
He put someone precious in my life - Janice. Thank you Janice. Thank you for encouraging me in a godly way. Thank you for listening to me. So much anger and worldy desires and you gave me Godly advice and your past experiences. Do you know i saw God's love for me through you! i do not need to be in this clique or another, i need friends who will lift me up, take my hand and say "nevermind, last time i also liddat then i pray, say 'Jesus, why.. ............'". i do not think any other other in church would ever sit down and listen to me like that. (except evan and feli who are mentors!) like, NO ONE! hahar. i thank God, for you- my one and only godly friend in ypm (i'm serious!!). and the only one i need! :D
