the reason why this post is so damn short is because i typed a whole long post. and the internet failed so it was not published. then i retyped the whole thing for another time, but still, it failed to publish. so i gave up. now i give up. so hm. okayokay. i will give you something brief
ypm was fun. sermon spoke to me. God spoke to me. table tennis was fun. glad i could have a chance to play. bonding with the guys are fun.hi aaron. hi jingrong. sorry all my enthu-ness has gone into the first two non-existent post. matt ask me if he's bro likes me or smth. i said i dont know but it's really irritating. what i really wanted to say is. he's so irritating. he's just the type of guy who act gentlemanly and sweet talks just to get girls. he's such an attentions seeker. and blah blah. so on. i was wondering why matt doesn't know his bro was that type of person.
so like that lor. the girls in my ypms are not serious about God, that just dampens my morale on bringing them back to God. starting with the guys would be easier for me. cos i dun noe them. i have no idea how im going to start. oh God. help. btw there's only left with 2 guys in my ypms. they only come cos they have to not cos they want to. and the situation's so bad that no one goes to ypm. oh God HELP! oh my. i can choose to run away from all these. maybe i will go for first service tomorrow. to run away. Glenn said it would be an inconvenience to obey what God wants us to do. i really don't want to face it. cant step out of my comfort zone. how am i going to start? i cant talk to the girls.. God help me. if only Helu would put us into groups .
maybe i should go for first service and second service. both.
