you sweet talk, smitten smses spam my phone artificial, artificial talk you treat me like a toy. wearing your "good brother"mask
im a wearing a mask too
im just like you. faking im believing, i hate you i hate being seen with you. Had i known your true colours, bloody hell, i wouldn't acquaint with you.
asking "have you ever get together with a guy?" question like that i despise you. i despise everything about you. really, I DO.
you are so nice at the start, just a delusion, JUST a delusion. A delusion im immune to.
i hate you.
people there raise eyebrows, look at us with disgust. you caused it. one minute completely comical, funny friendly, nice. the next sucidal when i "don't want to be your friend." superb acting but you underestimated me.
i hate you.
you are NONE like your blood related. he who but true, true to his feelings.
seemingly taken an interest to him. he worships with his heart. Dear God, i want to be like him.
turn the clocks to the wall, homework can wait. Mother, shut your automatic trapdoor. i do not need another reminder Lower the volume of that incessant background chatter and static in my life Lock the doors to the outside world. and just let me sit for a little longer, Here. to rest sleep. time for myself, for friends. if only the hands on the clock ceased
