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Tuesday, February 3, 2009
hey Rachel.post more..
this blog entry is going to be about me.
Do you know my sister often asks why i cannot be more enthusiastic, more sportive, more un-heck care,less hot tempered, put more effort into stuff that i do, make more time for things other than photography, on the computer
i dont understand it, i dont want to put the effort to understand it. i know everything comes with a reason, but sometimes there are just too many things that i dont want to think about it
my dad's friend asked if i just did photography because other people of my age do it.do you think i do that? which part of the class do macro photography? who ever wants to go close to an insect, dont breathe, do all the rules on the picture to make it look nice, at the same time considering that the insect might fly into your face.
there is no point to this blog entry, i am just typing whatever that comes to my mind.
no, nobody understands the fact that weirdness will drive you crazy.no, i am not going to follow the crowd, i do what i think is right.
weirdness..yes.it will drive you to the asylum.
i am sitting here just complaining because i did everything to let my dad know that i am not a useless short-circuited person, and that photography is nice, unlike LCD screens, but to no avail;he'd rather listen to the words of his mother.
what is art? if art is photography, if art is dance, if art is everything that you see around you, then why do people score badly for the exams? people say art is abstract, but what can people see from my type of art?disgusting.eew.gross.i wanna vomit. how could you be so heartless to squash the beetle then take a picture of it?
that's how heartless i am, i see any pet, any kind of pet, and i wont give a damn about it, maybe a bit scared about it.in no way that it is my type of cute.
the art class i have in school, i hate it because i cannot draw. when you dont have creativity, nothing blooms. when you cant picture what you have in mind, you wont draw.and an empty mind is all i have in art class.no creativity. and i just simply suck at it. that's all i am going to say.
post, my freedom is going to be gone in 2 months.
-Averyn
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