i look at Nerin and ask why doesnt she have tuition and she still can cope? like she said she hates tuition, i know a lot of people do( i like my 'every subject' teacher and his tuition) but she does not even have a single tuition??how does Nerin even cope? like i'd be very lost for my math in school if i did not have math tuition. RANDOM. and my sister.. she's a lot better than me(i just dont like her telling me what to do with myself and her commenting a load of things on the things that i do). like she can easily memorise her Chinese Drama script and act out without a lot of stammering while on stage. she's the vice-prez of the Chinese Drama club in her school and i admire her for that. she can convince my grandma for all the things that she wants and when she wants to go out with friends. she can do everything..like talking to the very fierce looking officer at the ICA building, applying for stuff... but i cannot. i know i am not going to sit here and continue complaining, but what can i do? practice charisma in front of the mirror? even the 'every subject' tuition teacher said i lacked confidence and said i shouldnt be putting myself down. RANDOM why? why must Seany be so girly and follow my elder sister? why do they both seem to be attracted to the mirror so much? how could she even act solo on stage? how? -Averyn..
